ToyWatch!!!!!

ToyWatch~ !!!

for some reason, i falled in love into this watch from the first time i saw it.

dont you think it really nice?

i saw this watch from a magazine~

and i just want to buy it already.

but i couldnt find the retailer in New Zealand.

just recenlty, i found a website that sell this watch.

and the price is NZ$500 PLUSS~

WALAO~!!!

sooo heart braking~

i really love this watch,

and i been love this watch for sooo long already..

but i really dont feel want to spent this much money to buy an expensive watch.

but i really do want this watch.

what can i do arh ?

any one want to buy for me?

Wasting day

why would i said today is wasting day ?! yeah, i wasted my time went to city for nothing~ and ended up shop.. AGAIN~ haiz…

i am suppose to bring my student loan’s contract to studylink today~ AND~ i am dumb enought to forgot bring it the contract.. i realized it will i reach city.. stupid enough rite? =_=!!! so, i decided went to studylink without the contrat, and tried to ask them print and let me sign~ well~ they told me i have to filled a form and asked the head office send me another one.. =_+!!! So~ i have to go back tomolo again~ arrghhh~~~~!!!!

SO~! met with Allen before i start shop~ he is leaving this coming thursday, so he want me to pass something to may sze for valentine.. any way, after that.. i went to 3 dollars shop and then borders.. cant find anything~ but the end, i bought sooo damn lots things…swarovski~ again.. MAN~~~  i really need to control myself of buying swarovski~~~!!! and then two earings, and one necklace.. but three of these just cost me $50~ is not as expensive as stupid swarovski~~~ and then went to Whitcoulls~ bought a photo frame for put my 21st birthday’s photo and also two boxes for tidy up my uni document~

while i shop around, i saw Kent. my ex workmate.. not my ex bf.. ^_^ any way, i saw him and his gf in one of the Asian shop buying something~ this is the first time i see his gf, hif gf actually quite chubby like me~ or may be i still bigger than her.. LOL have a little chat.. and then i was bored of shop.. soooooo i went home…

half way on the bus, i saw my mum walking back to home.. just the random feeling that want to walk back home with my mum~ so i got off the bus eventho still long way to reach my home.. and then~ reach home after 30 minutes~ sooo damn tired and hot.. LOL~ i became sucks now.. is the time i should start doing exercise.. LOL~ coz.. i really need to be on diet.. ^_*

any way, reach home and start cleaning up my room~ my room such a mess after few weeks didnt clean it.. hmm.. while cleaning time, chat with Keat, Astley, Xindy, and Wei Keat in the same time.. and also~ sms with Bing in the same time.. that why~ i took loooooong time to finish cleaning~ ^_^ good rite? haha~ at least i did some work.. hehe~ and now.. finish everything~ and is time to sleep now.. LOL~

GOOD NITE~

01.13AM~

 

Karaoke~

I been to karaoke only twice, and in these two times were with group of frens. Today is the first time i went to karaoke with only one person – Keat. Yesterday i was sooo worried that we wont have fun today~ But its actually turn up everything alright~

went to city by taking bus.. Stupid Keat dont want to be my driver this time.. so sad…nothing to do whille waiting bus.. soo… is photo time~! LOL on the bus as well, no one on the bus except me and the driver.. so… POSING~ LOL ^_<

       

i was earlier, so before meeting up with him i went to shop around for anything~ i like this feeling, walking alone.. think some random stuff… go where ever i want to go… i like the wind when i walked~ soo nice~ ^_^

cant remember which shop was it, i went to the shop and tried to look for some t shirt~ of course, i was failed. all the clothes i found, look sooo damn ugly on me~ HAIZ.. i really need go for diet ler.. BUT! i found a jacket ( i think it should call as jacket) and its just made me look soooo damn skinny~

              

BUT~! dont believe the photo OK?!  the photo shows that i am skinner than my real person. how wish i am really look that skinny in real person~ LOL~and OF COURSE i bought this jacket.. LOL

any way, after that went to 3 dollars shop (well,, not really 3 dollars shop, more like $3.40 dollars shop including tax) and looked the black net thing to block the sunshine.. stupid keat just made me spent more money~ he asked me to help him look for the net thing for him, and he just made me bought a re-usable bag, and some book stands for my desk~

this is the book stand and the bag i had… 3 for $10 dollars.. ^_^

    

and then, meet Keat around 6pm~ he txted me asked me walked to Up Street wait for him to pick me up to the karaoke~ yeah, i have no idea where the hell is Up street.. and i got teased from him. Keat said “the first thing every one came to New Zealand, they should know Up Street~ coz all the thing in Up street is very expensive” =_= fine, i didnt shop for expensive thing ( AS IF~ ^_^) so.. of course i wont know where is Up street..

any way, after that we went to a karaoke named Mini Karaoke.. its actually not “mini” at all~ its sooo much bigger than the one i normally been. and also waaaaaaaaaaaay better than the one i been before..

we just start sing from the beginning to the end.. we sing 3 hours.. lol~ i think i sing more than he do~ we just sing and sing and sing~ and then~! i dunno when he choose the song~ sing by 信乐团’s 死了都要爱 and One Night In Beijing~OMG~!!! when he start to sing, i really cant stop laughed.. his voice.. jst… sooo.. “sexy” LOL~ i recorded the way he sang… and he didnt knew that till he finish the song.. LOL

after three hours, he was tired already~ but i was still sooooo excited to sing~ ^_^ yeah.. i think i am falled in love to Karaoke now.. LOL~ the karaoke me and others fren been before is Korean karaoke~ they got chinese song, but are old song, and all the MTV were fake one.. but this one~ new song, original MTV~ WOO HOO~! just GREAT man! i really want to go back AGAIN~ LOL~

我的故事

每一个人的背后一定会拥有自己的一个故事.

至于故事是好,是坏~ 就要看各人的看法了~

有些故事,会影响我们的一生~

有些故事,会成为我们一生最重要的经验~

有些故事,会让我们明白更加多的事情~

不过,有些故事~ 却会带给我们阴影~

 

我的故事~

让我无法继续做我喜欢的事情~

也让我在我一生中有一个污点~

也让我在某一些人面前, 抬不起头~

我很后悔~ 非常后悔我当初做了那一件错事~

让我回不了头~

 

现在觉悟太迟了，

不过，至少我从中学习很多东西~

我也看清楚很多人的面目~

我不敢告诉任何人这个故事~

因为我害怕他们知道之后他们会带有色眼镜来看我~

我不要这样~

 

昨天，我说我认识到一个新的朋友~

我在他的Facebook看到很多熟悉的面孔~

都是那些我不敢面对的人的面孔~

可能我心虚吧~

本来以为来了纽西兰，什么都可以从新来过~

可以避开那些我不想再见到的人~

可是，我却认识到一个朋友是从那个地方来的~

在照片看起来，他们的关系还蛮不错的~

我竟然有不想跟他来往的想法~

因为我不想给那些人知道我的踪影~

Haiz……

 

写在这里，让我发泄一下我缭乱的心情~

说实话，还蛮有用的哦~ ^_^

现在的我，心情好些了~

明天跟Keat去唱K， 本来想说找多几个人来玩的。可是很多人都不得空，所以明天晚上很有可能就只是我和他两个人唱K~ 希望不会冷场咯~^_^

New Frens from Malaysia

This afternoon went to city “AGAIN” to help my sister took her phone from the shop~ LG phone just SUCKS to be honest~ its cant last longer compare to Sony Erricsson and Nokia~ since not my sister not work well~ so we have to send her phone to “hospital” and i have to go city today just for her phone.. can you see how nice am i as a sister? LOL~

any way, met with bing again today~ his “gf” Much went back to Taiwan already, so he became soooooooooooo lonely after that~ so we just met up today~ after i got the phone, we went to Studylink to solve his things. OMG~ i got my invoice from Uni today~ its cost me $5332.04 for my uni fees for this years~ i was quite a shocks when i saw the number before i read the invoice carefuly. i thought $5332.04 is for only one semester~ but its for 2 semester ~ how dumb am i rite? LOL

went to my favourite korean restaurant for lunch~ and had a chat at there~ i find some chance and asked bing~ is he have any target at the moment for being relationship ?! lucky he said he dont have any target~ just made lost all the worried that i had before ~^_^ so i can have fun with him without worry too many thing like what Ram did to me~ LOL.. yea~! i can treat bing as my ABANG ADIK GENG~ LOL~ yeesss~

by the way, i know a new fren named Kelvin from my fren Nick. Kelvin is also from Sitiawan, and he studied in ACS~ from his Facebook, i found that he look fimilar with one of the person i saw before when i studied Lower 6 in ACS~ but yea, i was made mistake~ is not the same person~ how embrassing~ >_< i told Kelvin that “no wonder you look fimilar for me, coz i saw you before when i studied Lower six in ACS” and his respones is “ i didnt studied lower 6..” >_< haiz.. LOL~ but cant blame me tho~ he does look bit similar with the person i thought~ and this guy are going to study AU~ OMG~ AU ler.. O_O for me is “crazy” ppl study one.. haha…

Keat and me MIGHT going for Karaok this sunday after my work~ i asked Kelvin whether he want to join or not~ since~ all MALAYSIA GENG~ LOL

any way~ i am sleepy now..is enough for today now.

So~ that all for today~ good nite ! ^_^

Tooth Fairy~

 

well~ went to City with my sister and my son~ AND also Bing to watch movie~ “Tooth Fairy”. This is such a funny movie~ i love it sooo much~! The rock, omg~ can you imagine he wear those girly dress like a ballerina~ and ITS PINK~ PINK man~! to be honest~ it is really gross a man wearing a pink dress with full of muscle~ I HATE muscle guy~~~~! but its funny in the movie tho, especially when he didnt believe the “tooth fairy” and he became one of the “tooth fairy”~ and how he tried to get the tooth and back to the “tooth fairy” department~ LOL if you want me to rate this movie~ i will give 4 stars out of the 5~ ^_^

ohya, on the way of us went to city~ there are few police men blocked one of the street~ and then we saw a guy tried to jump off from the bridge~ one of the police tried to persuade the guy come down.. well, i dunno whether at last the police success or not~ coz i saw this when the bus passed by ~ Cant believe i actually saw something like this in my real life..~

any way, after finish movie~ we walked around~ nothing much special, except my sister and my son keep tried to push me to Bing~ fine, my sister brother keep said he is my bf~ HELL NO~! LOL~ went to Time Zone to play some game and then gone home~ well~ nothing much special to mention about~

生病~

生病了几天~

开始的时候觉得肚子痛，也不以为然~

送May Sze和她家人机的之后，

肚子更加的痛了~

回到家，休息一下子之后~

就不停的吐~

又吐，肚子又痛的要命~

周末Clinic没有开~

我妈妈只要做医生让我吃一些止吐和止痛药~

可是都没有用~

还是不停的吐~

直到今天早上才好一点点~

不过，就是没有胃口吃东西~

不吃东西的时候，肚子就不会痛~

一吃了东西之后，肚子就马上痛~

好辛苦啊~

男人..女人..如果..

如果一个男人，把自己超过三分之一的总收入，用在了你身上，那么姑且请相信，这个男人爱你。哪怕他在演戏。要考虑，他的实际收入。他要消费，他要储蓄，他要应酬，能花三分之一收入在你身上，那就是真的。

如果一个女人，把自己超过三分之一的时间，用在了你身上，那么请姑且相信，这个女人爱你。哪怕，她在演戏，她还在和其他男人暧昧，她还在和其他男人选择和被选择的演戏，她还在挂，还在挑，还在选。如果男人真心欺骗，如果女人真心演戏，那么一切就是真的。

女人不要说，你没有遇到你想遇到的人，你想嫁的人，如果你的容貌身材姿色收入家庭条件出生没有发生改变的话，按照常理和规律，你就应该和现在的人在一起。

男人不要说，等我有了钱，等我成功了，等我有了权，如果你的相貌身材收入家庭姿色没有发生根本转变的话按照常理和规律，你就应该和现在的人在一起。

你现在能遇到的，能交往的，就是你可以找到的人。所以，你不要想以后怎样，以后是以后的事情。现在，就是现在。

没有多少男人会泡ＭＭ了，这个年头，男人负担太重，活得太累。所以，即便一个是想泡你，他也是真心在泡你。如果真是为了性，为了身体，这个时代可以解决的途径和方式很多，很直接迅速廉价。

没有多少女人会真心在男人身上花时间了，甚至奉献青春和身体，现在女人都功利，现实，如果你不是百万千万富翁，就别以为女人是想你的钱财。何况这个时代，女人想赚钱，途径很多，方法很多，也很直接迅速快捷。

所以，泡你的人，和陪你的人，都是在真心的逢场作戏，至少他们还相信爱情，还期待感情，还很纯真，还很善良。那些为你赶路，为你计划，为你消费，为你安排的男人，请你珍惜。 也许他们并不富裕，但是甘愿为你花费一周乃至数周的薪水，博取你一笑，和彼此的开心快乐，那么他是爱你的，他是一个有道德的人，他演技高超。那些为你化妆，为你精心准备服饰，为你推掉应酬约会，在黄金时间和重大节假日陪你的女人，请你珍惜。

也许她们并不国色天香，品味非凡，气质高雅，但是甘愿在人生最宝贵的时间，一年最郑重和值得纪念的日子，陪伴你，和你在一起，让你不寂寞，让彼此愉悦，相信感情和彼此温暖，那么她是爱你的，因为女人的青春最宝贵，一去不复返，她成功欺骗了你，欺骗了自己，丧失了机会。

也许，你不相信爱情，也许，你不能再爱，也许你觉得世界庸俗，也许，你觉得没有什么可以相信。那么请相信一切都是真的。那个男人深夜里给你发来短信和问候，再很多时间，牵挂着你，哪怕他在莺莺燕燕的包围里，只要他还记得你。

也许，你觉得这个世界物质，这个世界残酷，这个世界没有真爱，这个世界虚伪，这个人生虚幻，那么请相信一切都是真的。那个女人为了你玩许多花样，谈论起自己很多男人追逐，很抢手，谈论自己过去有很多有钱人垂涎，谈论自己的家常生活，甚至只是需要一件嫁衣。哪怕，她还在左顾右盼，还在瞻前顾后，只要她还在哄骗你。

那么，请认真地逢场作戏。

请善待那个真实欺骗你的人。

请珍惜为你演戏的人。

哪怕她的骗术拙劣，哪怕他的演戏低劣。请相信，他是真的。至少当时是真的，是因为他相信感情很好，爱情很美好。至于以后，以后谁也不知道。也许他真的腰缠万贯，在依红偎翠时，仍然忘不了你，舍不得你，或者你是他的发妻，你永远，是第一位，是同患难的，是可以欺骗他一生的女人。

也许你以后一文不名，穷困潦倒，众生无望，但是有一个女人，会围绕你身边，不离不弃，因为你是她的丈夫，你永远是归宿，你演技高超，是可以和她一生做对手的那个人。 所以，欺骗是好的，只要彼此相信，心照不宣，就没有问题。所以，演戏是好的，只要你们，彼此投入，人生不过百年，幕起幕落而已

小学朋友~

这几天不知道为什么,我的头脑一直想着朋友的问题. 昨天我想到我中学认识的好朋友~ 而今天，我却想到我小学的朋友~ 我到底是怎么了？ 我不知道~

小学的时候，我的人缘并不是很好~ 我也不知道什么原因为什么我那个时候那么不受欢迎的。女生朋友已经够少了，男生当然更加少咯~ 不但没有朋友，还是时常被人欺负的~ （对，以前的我时常被人欺负的~ 你们相信吗？！）我也不知道为什么他们还会愿意跟我做朋友的~ 我们那个时候还不懂事，还跟其他的朋友认亁兄弟姐妹~ 当然，以我的月份呢~ 我当然是四个朋友之中最小的一个~

很开心~ 去年我回去的时候，我们四个朋友（爱顺，静瑾，玖森和我）还有机会碰面~这个三个朋友，是我小学唯一感情比较深的朋友~ 以前，无论我被其他朋友排斥的时候~ 他们还是站在我这里的~ 小学的友谊~ 真的是最单纯，可是却是最印象深刻的了~

不要问我我们三个是怎样会成为好朋友的~ 因为我也已经忘记了~ 我只是记得的是，那个时候的我们~ 四个人都时常在一起的~ 去食堂吃东西，玩~ 还记得小学六年级学校补习的时候，我们时常在补习开始之前去买零食好让我们在补习的时候偷偷吃~ 再不然就是，换位子坐~ 小学的时候，男生女生是一起坐的。而爱顺和静瑾是一起坐的，所以补习的时候，我都要求跟林爱顺换位子坐的~ 我还记得一个经典的事情是，因为一些事情林爱顺在我的座位哭~ 还把我的桌子哭湿了~^_^ (爱顺，是不是想打我啊？！）是不是很难想象男生会哭到这样对吧？

先说爱顺吧~ 我的哥哥~^_^ 一个胖胖的男生，可是却拥有一点点女性化的性格~ erm..一点点地女性化的意思是说他很“斯文”~LOL~ 真的~！我还记得以前他坐的姿势还比我“斯文”ler~ 嘻嘻~ 以前看起来笨笨的他，现在可是在读医科的哦~haiz..真觉得惭愧ler….他的字体还比我整齐，漂亮的哦~ （这是我妈妈说的~）他是我唯一一个男性朋友是认识了11年了~ 是最久的一个~ 很庆幸的是，我们还是有保持联络~ 虽然不是很多~ 而我最开心的是他到现在还把我们以前小时候玩得哥哥妹妹的游戏当真，还把我当是他的妹妹~^_^ 不过，最不爽的是~！他到现在还是叫我的小学的时候得花名~=_=!!! （我的花名很难听的，所以我还是决定不写在这里~ >_<!)

静瑾呢~ 她是我的姐姐~^_^ 不过，自从我转去的Convent之后，我们虽然还有继续联络~ 可是，日子久了我们也开始慢慢少联络了~ 至于现在更加少了，可以说是几乎都没有联络了~ 不过，目前为止我们四个当中她现在的生活是最好的了~ 虽然她已经没有读书了，可是事业上却蛮不错的~ 去年我回去马来西亚根她碰面的时候，她告诉我她将会教人化妆~

至于，玖森呢~ 自从我读Convent之后，我就完全没有跟他联络过了~ 偶尔在路上碰到他的时候也没有什么打招呼的~ 可能是他上高中之后，他参到那些坏学生，时常逃课，吸烟，跑摩托~ 而我那个时候读convent，就是那些规则蛮严的学校来的~ 所以我们才没有联络吧~ 不过，上次我回去的时候爱顺告诉我他已经结婚了~ 有个女儿了~我知道之后，我就马上跟爱顺拿玖森的电话号码~ 还要他马上立刻来跟我碰面~^_^那个时候也已经是晚上11点多了哦~！ 不过，他还蛮听话的~ 一叫就到了~ LOL~

至于其他小学的同学，我们在小学的时候都很少说过话的~ 我们大家都知道对方的存在，或则都曾经一起表演跳舞过~ 可是，之后都完全没有联络。就一直到form 6的时候，很多都读A.C.S~那个时候的我已经变了，变得吱喳了~当然认识很多很多朋友了~ 他们有些记得我，有些却不记得我了~ 不过都无所谓，因为我们现在已经是朋友了~ 对不对？

如果我拿马来西亚的朋友跟纽西兰的朋友做比较~ 我可以清楚地告诉你们，马来西亚的友谊是绝对比较单纯，有义气，比较坚固的~

为什么我说比较单纯呢？我拿这里的男生朋友说吧，这里的男生朋友~如果你跟他们玩得太多了，太疯了，太亲密了的话。那么，我们之间就会有很多误会发生的了~ 不是误会说我喜欢他，就是他喜欢我~ 在这里的读书的时候我并没有这个问题~ 因为他们都把我当姐姐看待的。可是，我做工的地方就不一样了~ 我已经被几个男生误会了，他们以为我这样跟他们玩是因为我喜欢他~ 最离谱的是，他们告诉他们喜欢我~ WALAO~ 是不是神经病的啊？！我本来都不知道他们会误会的，直到他们告诉我其中一个同事说他们怀疑我喜欢他们~而他们也觉得我这样的性格很“特别“，所以他们想我做他们的女朋友~我真的晕了~都不知道他们的眼睛是张在那里的~

在大学认识的那些女性朋友，她们会跟我做朋友就是为了要得到我朋友的号码。我在我的课室认识到一个洋人，他的样子是在我们班上最出众的一个~ 所以很多女生根我做朋友就是为了要他的号码~ 当我们下课在街边碰到的时候，她们大多数是不会打招呼的~ 所以我们基本上下课了都是各自回家的，那里像我看到我马来西亚的朋友那样~ 根他们大学的同学的关系那么好，放学了之后还可以一班朋友出去玩，吃东西~haiz…羡慕啊~

haiz…我真的不知道我到底吃错什么药了。这几天一直想这些有的没的~ 我朋友说我太寂寞了，所以才会这样乱想东西~ 真的吗？！

友谊~

这个世界上的友谊存在的吗?? 有时候我在想，当我真心对待我每一个朋友的时候，他们是怎样的对待我呢？他们的表面的关心，心里面的是真心的关心吗？

我已经21岁了，身边的朋友虽然很多~ 可是，真心的朋友~ 我想， 就应该只有那几个我从convent读书时候认识的吧？Chui Ping, Xindy, Jin Ling, Soo Chin~ 这四个可以说是我最最好的朋友了~

Chui Ping算起来我们是从幼稚园就认识的了，可是中间6年我们读了不同的小学所以没有联络~ 直道读中学的时候我们才开始联络会。所以算起来，我们已经认识16年了~

Xindy 和 Jin Ling是两姐妹来的~ 我在form 3的时候才认识他们的~刚开始认识他们的时候，不知道什么原因超不爽他们的性格的~ 印象中好像是不爽Xindy那个自以为了不起的样子吧~不过，也不知道怎样开始我们也渐渐变成无话不谈的好朋友~ 算起来，也有6年多的友谊了~

至于Soo Chin呢~她是我在Convent第一个交谈的朋友。我一进convent读书的时候，很多人告诉我她是个很难相处的女生来的。而且是Gengster的女朋友来的~我认识她的时候我们只有13岁，算起来也有8年了~因为她的家庭比较富有，所以她那个时候的性格就很像千金小姐的脾气一样~ 只要她不满意的地方就会发脾气的了~ 那个时候我们也曾经骂架很多次~不过过后都没有事了~

虽然自从我们毕业了之后我们很少联络了， 可是只要我们一联络的时候~我们可以谈很多很多我们近期发生的事情~ 所以说，真心朋友一个就够了~ 我有四个，已经是很幸福的了~ 对吗？

只要我在纽西兰发生了什么不开心的事情，我第一个时间就会想到她们四个~ 每次我不开心的时候，我就会很怀念在马来西亚的时候~ 我很怀念以前我一不开心的时候，就可以马上去找她们诉苦~ 想哭的时候，她们永远都给我她们的肩膀大哭~ 我记得根第一和第二个男朋友分手的时候都是我在上课的时候，虽然我去学校的时候我都表现出我没事，很坚强~ 不过，当她们过来我的座位问我“你还好吗？”我就开始忍不住地哭~ 在这里呢，上次跟Kean的事情~ 我也忘记我哭了多少次~ 虽然我在这里有朋友，可是不同的是~ 我在这里哭的时候只有我一个人躲在被单里面哭~ 我怕给我家里人看到我哭，我怕我给我这里的朋友看到我哭~ 因为在这里，大家对我印象是坚强和开朗。仿佛“哭”这个字从来不会发生在我的身上似的~

那个时候我们大家都是有男朋友的，可是我们却从来不会因为男朋友而忽略了我们只之间友谊。 大家就算是谈恋爱，可是~ 朋友还是放在第一位。我要的就是这样的友谊，很难吗？

不过，说实话~ 我不知道我们大家之间的感情还像不像以前那样的~ 我来了纽西兰之后，我们都很少联络了~ 大家也有很多新的朋友了，我们大家之间当然也会渐渐的不那样了解对方了~ 我清楚的知道我自己从以前到现在并没有变~ 我还是以前的我，那个重视友谊的我~ 那个粗粗鲁鲁的我~那个为了朋友什么都愿意做的我~ 我还是我~ 你们呢？！你们还是对我一样吗？！我们之间的友谊还是跟以前一样吗？！

今天突然间这样感触，是因为我这里的一个好朋友~她给我的感觉她变了。我万万没有想到我们之间的友谊会变质，竟然是因为一个男生。我这个朋友的性格很叛逆，任性的。她从来就不听人家的劝告的，之前我明明就知道她玩火~ 我知道她将会失去控制的喜欢那个男生，她知道这个男生对她不是真心的~ 可是她还是选择欺骗自己那个男生是真心的喜欢她。我这个朋友这个星期六就回去马来西亚玩三个星期，她回来的时候，这个男的也已经回去中国了~ 所以说，这个星期就是他们相处的最后一个星期。我最担心的事情也已经发生了，我已经不断的提醒她要小心~ 我之前已经吩咐她不要这样做的了，她那个时候还很大声地说她不会的，会小心的。可是，昨天我才知道原来我最不想发生的事情已经发生了~ 我也没有东西可以做的了~ 她跟我说的语气，我听得出来她是很不爽我的唠叨~

我也不知道我是不是最近看戏看太多了~看到戏里面的朋友都是十几年的友谊,我都很羡慕的~ 我最喜欢的就是ID精英里面的IM95~ 我最想要的友谊就是像他们那样的。

当一个朋友有困难的时候，其他的朋友都很有义气的帮忙解决问题。

当一个朋友不开心的时候，其他的朋友就一起约好找那个不开心的朋友玩~

当一个朋友忙碌于工作而忘记吃饭的时候，其他的朋友就会买好食物一起到那个朋友的办公室陪他一起加班~

只要一得空的时候，大家都会约出来碰面吃东西，闲聊~ 就算结了婚，有了男女朋友~ 他们的友谊还是存在的~

我不知道我有这样的想法会不会幼稚~ 可是，期望拥有这样的友谊，会幼稚吗？

Random Feeling

Recently busy~ just finish blogging May Sze and Lisa 19th birthday party.. its took me for 4 days to finish one day blog ~LOL~  well, dunno what am i busy actually~

OMG~ you know how much i ate that day my mum cooked Laska?! I ATE 4 BOWLS of laksa~ LOL~ cant blame me ler.. i really long time didnt eat laksa already ler.. i was planned to ask Keat to come since he same as me LOVE laksa~ but he couldnt come coz he already had his dinner~ so.. i ate his.. haha…sooo sad ~ LOL

Facebook~ after may sze birthday party, she upload all the photo on facebook~ every one were like non stop leave comment~ LOL one of the Evan’s photo that he ate the whole box of Peppermint~ and the moment now got 125 comments~! just for one photos ~LOL me and Keat like having Facebook war every day since that day the photo upload ~LOL both of us just bored ~ what he did just cause May Sze got more than 600+ email from facebook notification~ heheheh~ poor may sze~ i felt soo lucky that this time i am not the one who upload the photo on facebook~ if not, i will be the one who received 600+ emails.. hehe~

today at work~ i saw Serena, Kean’s fren~ erm.. not really fren.. but he used to rent her house.. i cant believe she actually still remember me.. She asked me about Kean.. i told her that i didnt contact with him already.. and what she said was “good thing you didnt keep in touch with him.. he such a weird guy~” see~! not only me~! every one just agree that i didnt keep in touch with him~ to be honest, it such a bad thing that i saw serena~ just remind me of kean.. which will just ruin my whole day.. she told me kean leave many thing in her house.. and he promise her he will go back get all the thing back.. but, he didnt .. so Serena just threw all his things away.. how embrassing that gave her soo many trouble.. >_< any way, after seing her.. i actually just not in the good mood~ >_<!!!! arrggg~!!!!!

back to home from work, and ate my laksa.. AGAIN~ yeah. i been ate laksa for my dinner for 3 days.. coz i didnt let other ppl finish it.. except me .. LOL ~ any way, after dinner.. i went to online and start write my blog for what happen on may sze and lisa birthday party… and while i write my blog, i chat with Keat.. talked about his problem.. he is the same with me now.. moody~ but the problem is i know how to handle my moody.. not him~ he kinda lost.. dunno why~ when i chat with him.. its like look back myself when i was with kean…

i was suffering should i brake up with kean or not.. i scare i regret.. i worry about him.. i scare i wont find a guy that care bout me that much like him.. i think sooo much that time.. this is what happen the same thing on Keat.. any way.. he was sooo moody.. so i not really told him that i am moody too~ coz i dont want both of us ended up moody together.. LOL~

keat actually such a nice fren.. thanks to may sze that i get to know him.. he just sooooooo malaysian.. he hope he could be mine buddy that act similar with my malaysian frens.. he just not like Ram and Bing that will misunderstand easily.. he understand my personality~ he know that i am just play with him and joke with him all the time.. haiz.. i think i only can mix with malaysian guy lar… Malaysian guy more nice to have fun with.. ^_^

any way, these are my random feeling for the day.. i am sure that i will be fine tomolo~ after i wake up.. 明天会更好~！

Greeting from Korea and Japan

I am so happy that my fren from Korea and Japan did not forgot me~! ^_^

my fren from Korea Eunyi sent me an email to wish me merry christmas and Happy New Year

and my Japanese fren Yukie sent me a christmas card from japan~

to be honest~ i did not expect they will send anything for me~

i am sooo happy to received their card or email~

because this mean they still remember me!

and this also mean that our frenship havent end yet ~ ^_^

i always missed the fun time when we were together..

and i hate the feeling of when they leaving~

when we cried when we said goodbye~

i miss the time with Eunyi~

She force me to drink alcohol~

and she laughed at me coz i allergic to alcohol~

she laughed at me that i never got chance to drink alcohol anymore~

she taught me Calculus and statistic~

i miss the time with Yukie~

she is the one taught me how to made Sushi~ and Teriyaki~

and we were such a messed that day~

she is the one let me know more about the common between Chinese and Japanese~

She is the one that i always write in mandarin character to chat during our science class~

she is the MOST innocent Japanese girl that i know ~!

i miss all the fun time with them~

and i really do want to find them in one day~

and~ i hope our friendship will never end ~ ^_^

Avatar & Alvin and the Chipmunks

从2012，Zombieland, Avatar, Alvin and the Chipmunks. 我在一个月内看了4个电影~ 今天我还带了我弟弟妹妹去看Avatar 和 Alvin and the Chipmunks..他们听到我说好看，所以吵要我戴他们去看… 所以如果包括今天的两场电影的话，我一个月内看了6次电影。。可以说是破了我记录了~ ^_^

我还是第一次这样一天之内看了两场戏，而且还是连续看下去的。连续看还真的无所谓，不过连续看两个我看过的电影…erm..就有一点闷了…

这次好像是第一次带他们到city的,通常都是我爸爸开车带我们去兜风而已..很少说像今天那样带他们到处走走，买买东西..感觉自己很像他们的妈妈…感觉好老…嘻嘻~ ^_^ 他们看到很多东西都很像很新鲜似的，可是对我来说却是很普通的东西来的..看来我这个做姐姐的还真的很少带他们一起出去玩ler..

还没有开始看戏之前我带他们去麦当劳吃早餐，然后在那玩闹 一阵子之后就去买戏票看Alvin and the Chipmunks..Alvin and the Chipmunks，虽然说是看了第二次~ 不过，看来第二次的感觉还是跟第一次看的时候一样~他们真的好可爱哦~！！！看完之后我本来想说先去买Avatar的票，然后带他们去逛逛的。怎知道我去买票的时候，那个人告诉我们现在就有一场，问我们要不要先在的…我想不到我竟然说”yes”~ =_=!!! 所以最后我们就在12.10pm看完Alvin and the Chipmunks,然后买了12.15pm的Avatar~ 直接连续看两场…连厕所都来不及去就进去看Avatar了~

我们这次看的并不是上次我和Bing一起去看的IMAX的~ IMAX的荧幕大很多很多，看3D也比较好看. 今天跟他们去看的时候是普通的3D来的..所以看起来并不是很好看，所以看得人也是比我上次看的时候少了几倍~上次我看得时候是全院满座的，今天却不到四分之一的人…所以气氛也不同了，故事我还记得很清楚..不瞒你们~ 我今天差点睡着了…嘻嘻~^_^

不过说实话，以我的英文程度呢~ 我必须看多过一次才会明白故事的内容多一些…前天和Keat去看的时候，虽然我是70%明白故事的内容的…不过，今天看了之后呢..我明白得更多了..尤其是Avatar，今天看了第二次之后我可以说是90%明白了咯~ （不错不错~ 有进步了~ LOL)

看完戏之后已经是三点多了，我们就到处走走逛逛~ 顺便看看May Sze和Lisa的生日礼物~ 买了礼物之后我就带我弟弟妹妹去拍大头照~现在懒惰去Scan。。下次吧~今天这样逛说实话，还累过我平时跟朋友逛街的时候…嘻嘻~这样说感觉我自己很老，很快感觉累。不过~！我弟弟妹妹更厉害~！在我们回家的路程时候，在巴士上已经睡着了~都不知道是谁没有用~LOL

 

   

我乱了~

我最近乱了...

我不知道我自己在乱些什么...

觉得自己好像少了什么似的…

可是有时候又觉得自己有太多东西收着无法发泄出来…

我不知道要找谁谈..

就算有人可以根我谈的…

我却又不知道自己要谈什么…

想回很多东西以前的东西…

觉得自己越来越不自我了…

在其他人前面都很开心的..

可是不知道当我自己一个人的时候…

觉得很不开心,可是我却根本不知道自己在不开心些什么东西。

我很想快但开学，因为至少开学之后我就不会有空闲的时间乱想东西，我的生活也会充实些~

我不是自己告诉自己什么都不想，就专心想着如何把书读好的吗？！

为什么假期的时候我却不这样想的呢？！

我很乱，真的很乱。

我为什么会这样啊？

我不喜欢这样的我…

 

with Keat in city~

got work as usual today~ except..went to watch movie with Keat after work today~

yeah, recently falled in love to watch movie in the cinema~ 2012..Zombieland...Avatar.. and Alvin and the Chimpmunks today~

watch Alvin and the Chipmunk with Keat today after work.. i cant believe that i actually watch this kind of movie.. well.. of course is not my fault..Keat asked me want to watch yesterday.. and i just say yes..but this movie actually quite nice.. coz the chipmunks were sooooo cute.. and made me actually feel like having one for myself as pet.. LOL~ same as keat, he want one as well.. LOL well~ cant believe a guy actually like something this cute ~LOL~ espeically the girls chipmuck~ soooo damn cute.. and their song sooo nice ~ LOL

Keat came to Woolworth and pick me up from work.. cant believe he used his gf car and pick me up.. i wonder what would his gf know that, what would his gf will do to him~

we went to city early and tried to get May Sze present..and we couldnt get anything~ so we ended up went to have our dinner in a korean shop that i never been there before.. cant really remember the name.. but well~ the food is nice.. i want to go back there again~ ^_^

we stay in the restaurant for more than one hour.. we talked about what we want to do for our future.. what his requirement for his gf~ (eventho he got a gf now.. =_=!!) what he want to do after he quit the job he worked now.. what i want from my BF.. etc etc~ we just CANT STOP talk.. and.. me and him keep looking for pretty girls.. LOL~ and we actually talked about girls… such a long time didnt actually talk about girls with my guys fren.. feel soo great.. feel like back to malaysia with my malaysia fren~

went to GIAPO (Italy ice cream) to get ice cream~ gosh~ Keat got a HUGE ICEREAM~ and cost $16 for just one~ omg, the ice cream actually soooo huge~  4 scoops man~ well, both of us share that ice cream.. but.. we couldnt finish it at last tho~we ate the ice cream and the biscuit at the begining~ and when come to end.. i am too full and i cant help to finish it~ so its melt at the end.. Keat the one who ‘drink’ the ice cream and couldnt finish eat the biscuit~ ^_^ and poor Keat was hold the ice cream from the begining till we finish watched movie..and his hand was soo sticky.. LOL  thanks to this ice cream.. and mine white chocolate mochca from starbucks…both of were sooooooo damn full .. ~me and keat keep burbs when we watch movie.. and after movie.. LOL~  OMG~ i actually ate more than a guy~ LOL~ no wonder i am still single now.. hahahahahah~

and now.. my tummy feel kinda funny after too much ice cream and cold drink~ and Keat is feeling sick now coz too much chocolate and nuts from the ice cream~

   Keat booked the ticket yesterday nite.. so we have to go to the counter and get the ticket before we went to get the ticket, we went to buy the ice cream and drink~ so we almost late.. lucky we just ontime.. when we were lined up, Keat need to go bathroom and washed his hand… (thanks to the ice cream) and he left me alone lined up and holded the ice cream and the drink~ and soooo many ppl were like “OMG~ look at the ice cream.. soo big~”, “ omg~ hey! can you finish the ice cream~”, "hey~ where did you got this from~?!” blah blah blah~ is like every one look at the ice cream.. AND look at me with soo weird~ and also Keat.. when he hold this ice cream~ every one just look at him~ almost 90% of ppls look at the ice cream ~ LOL~

     

went to walk for ‘digest’ our ice cream and chocolate.. we walked from IMAX to all the way downtown.. and then walked back all the way to IMAX again~ and we just look at pretty girls ~ yea.. AGAIN~ we were like discussed about how should this girl wear.. which part pretty which part not pretty.. and it was fun to chat with him.. coz i can mix with all the language that i know when i speak with him~ LOL~ that what both of us feel~ because both of us cant find any one like each other to talk like the way we speak in Malaysia~ and both of us prefer in this way.. of course.. more comfartable~

he brought me to K road~ New Zealand prostitute place…this is the first time went to this kind of place..but there is not many prostitute tho~ just few of them.. and i actually saw how they tried to get customer.. but.. EWWH~ i feel sick when i saw them.. i mean those customer..

any way,he showed me lamborgini’s car.. omg~ i like it sooo much~ but i know i wont get it even if i am rich..its just nice.. but is not my lifestyle~ or.. i should i said. in another word.. i cant afford it… LOL

after this.. he drove me back.. and he complaint that my house is soooo far.. well. this is the first time actually some one said my house is far.. LOL~ any way.. that is for today ~

New Year~

Happy new Year!!!! yea~today the first day of the 2010~ i like this number :P dont asked me why~ just happily like it ~ any way.. 2009 is the best time since i came to New Zealand from 2006~ may be without someone that i hate at here~ the stupid virus.. i am back to single now.. which something really feel sooo nice~

back to malaysia begining of the year, it was great to meet with my malaysia fren.. shopping in malaysia.. food in malaysia.. gosh~ just made me feel like going back another time~

got my Permenant Residence after i came back from Malaysia~ which let me to study uni… in uni~ my result just average.. but i did failed for the my first business’s assignment, well.. its did not really affect me anything.. but yeah.. i still got an A for overall Hospitality~ which is good enough for me already ~^_^

thanks to my aunty~ i got a jobs.. which i love alot.. get to learn more new things.. know more frens..got more frens to hang out with.. which is what i want for the most in New Zealand.. ^_^ some of the supervisor just nice… and just AWESOME~ LOL~

well~ and then~ we moved to new house..dont have to squiz in a small room for 4 of us.. and now i share my room with my sister.. i have my own radio~ i have my own study desk~

^_^~ SO~ everything just going smoothly~ EXCEPT i still single~ LOL but not like i need a bf now.. all i need is.. i want to find a guy to be my close guy fren~

hmm..i think i am far away from my topic~ LOL~ any way.. today is new year day.. stay in my house.. and helped my mum get ready for our family dinner in my aunty house.. and i having my headache now.. COZ~ i slept at 5am yesterday ^_^ so.. i think i should back to sleep now~ so.. good nite guys!

and~ HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2010~!