The last day of 2010

So, today is the last day of 2010…
If u asked me.. what is my feeling of the last day of 2010?
I feel happy ^^

First things, He sent me to work.. ^^
eventho is a short distance.. but.. I still feel happy bout it ^^

Second things, Countdown with my frens and family.. ^^
after work.. Keat came to countdown to pick me and may sze up..
my parents already went to City and walked around before I finish work.
So keat came to my house and “make up” coz he and may sze is going to clubbing together with Michelle Tran’s group..

I was almost cannot meet up with my parents coz of the road blocked.. and Keat went to other way to go city.. and is like traffic jam as well.. every one like going to city to countdown or watever.. So keat let me and may sze get off the car first..so we can go to find my parents..

City was soo crowded.. it took us soo long to find my parents..but lucky around 10 minutes before 12am.. I found my family.. and still can countdown with them.. BUT, we left Keat alone by himself.. coz that time.. he still couldn’t find any car park.. and he was drive around and around looking for car park.. but at least we were on the phone.. ^^ better than nothing rite?

After Keat found the car park and came to join us was around 12.20am already.. and that time.. Keat and may sze went to Primo looking for Michelle Tran that geng.. and me and my family jst walked around…

AND~! guess wat??! I saw the cute guy in the bus stop that I said “hi” with at Christmas Eve.. I wanted to go and ask him remember me or not.. but.. my family were beside me.. so.. I have to “behave” myself.. sad sad sad sad

AND~! another shocking things.. my mum actually asked me.. “are you following them to clubing?” in another way mean.. my mum actually will let me go to clubbing if I want to.. hehehehehe

any way, Me and my family went home around 2-3am after eat “MacDonald” and we jst went home.. coz I working tomolo…7.30am… >.<

any way. … wish u guys… have a GREAT 2011~

 

 

With Jeffrey (30.12.10)

Today went out with Jeffrey for lunch and movie… ^^ This is the fist time that me and him meet after the kaira’s party in AUT hostel. I’m not sure is this our first date or not.. my fren said this counted as date.. but. any way… I was so nervous yesterday for the date. Because Jeffrey is quite hard to  on MSN. every times also i’m the one talked more than him. And this is the first time we talk in person.. i was so worried we will feel awkward. But lucky.. everything was alright today. Is not as bad as i thought ^^

He was suppose to pick me up from my house and then go to have dinner and Watch movie in Albany. But, his friend at last minutes cannot borrow car to him. So we changed to meet up in City to have lunch and movie.

He said meet up at 12pm.. And I was on time and wait him in front of AA building.  I thought he catch the Ritchie bus..that why i wait him there.. but after around 10-15 minutes he txt me said he at britomart.. >.< I was planned to walk down and to meet with him.. but he said stay at AA building to wait him walk to me… in some how.. i found this quite gentleman.. honestly, when he told me he was on his way.. i was so nervous。。dunno why.. but yup~ i seriously nervous..

any way, after he came.. we went to find food.. we walked all the way to Japanese restaurant named <Kubic>.. talked and chat during eat …when he told me about his ankle, i jst remember his ankle was injured.. and he still walked so much with me.. man.. feel sooo guilty….. >.<

Omg..this guy.. eat soooooo fast~!!!!! when he already finish his food..i not even finish half of my food…so, he wait me finish my food.. ^^ then he paid for the food and we went to walked around.

He asked me did i want to do anything..i told him i want to pay for the electric and also buy something from S n C…Keat asked me not to do this kind of things when this is our first date… :P but, when Jeffrey asked me wat do i want to do.. i jst told him… and he company me walked around… and i actually  like the feeling of his company me walked around and do stuff.. After finish done all my things, we walked to Hobson Street to buy his things…

After that we went to Time Zone the one in Cinema to play before the movie start…We played a game is like tennis on the machine..He asked me to play that, but I never played that before.. so I told him that I never play.. and he teach me how to play..of course, the result is.. I lose… and he kept won.. for few times that I can sense that he try to let me win.. ^^ hmm… I like the feeling played game with him.. coz he look super different compare when he was on msn or facebook.. ^^ he look like.. fun guy? compare on msn.. he gave me the feeling like he is.. SERIOUS? BORED ? person?

We went to get our ticket and went to watch the “ Little Fockers”…

We jst went home after movie… and that is what me and his first date.. is this even a date? I dunno.. but, I am very happy for the whole day tho.. ^^

When I reach home, I went online.. and he find me on msn.. he said his fren jst back to house and he got the car.. and he asked me want to go for dinner or not.. I told him that I cant.. coz my sister already cooked my rice…

and there is our conversation

“when I get my own car, we can go any time..”..
I asked him “do you still want to see me?”
He said “why not?”
”I thinking I mite scare you today… haha”
”nah.. I like u”.. “but havent decide want to be fren or more than that”

So.. is this a good things?

At the nite time, we still chatting..he asked me do I have any Hong Kong Drama.. I told him that I do have.. and he said “thanks! I coming get it now!!” I was like “WTH??!!!” coz when he said that was like around 11pm.. and he said he jst kidding… (O/s: PHEWWW~~~) and he said he will come to get it tomolo before I go to work.. HE asked me wat time I going to work.. I said 3pm.. and he said he will come to my house at 3.30pm..>.<

I asked is him stupid or not.. lol.. I said 3pm and he said he coming at 3.30m.. and he said he will give me ride to work..^^ (O/s: happy happy happy ^^)

It seems like good way to start.. but how is the ending going to be? no one will know ^^

Special Christmas Eve (24.12.10)

I know is super late to update my xmas post.. is like 2 months ago.. haha… anyway…

2010 Christmas was a great xmas for me…
Went out with Keat and May Sze in the xmas eve..
We went to beach at first, and chat..
Then we went to city.. and drive around the street..
Screamed at the stranger out from the windows…This is my first time did this in the past of my 22 years of life..
It was kinda consider as one of the craziest thing I had done in my life.

That nite was such a great nite,
Many funny things happened..
There were some highlight of the nite…

1st…
My first “target” stranger was a cute guy who standing in the bus stop..
He was so shy in the beginning, when I said “Hi” to him out from the car window.. and he was ignored me… and I was kinda high that time.. so I keep said “hi” “hi” “hi” to him.. until he finally waved back to me.. ^^ I not sure is he really cute or not.. but, wat he did.. is soo cute.. haha… ^^

2nd…
when already 12am.. three of us were getting high and high.. and we went to screamed at many stranger..and there was an asian guy, after me and may sze screamed at them.. a guy who wearing red shirt and walked near to our car. and gave me and may sze a hug.. ^^

3rd…
same things, we screamed to a white guy and said “merry xmas!!!” but that guy was holding a can of alcohol.. he walked near to our car.. me and may sze were sooo scare of him.. and when we both saw him walked near to our car.. both of us close the windows as fast as possible.. LOL~! and the guys was like pointing his finger to us.. haha.. too bad..~ coz that guys.. look.. gross.. :P

4th…
When we were waiting for the traffic light.. beside our car there was an asian girls who driving same car as Keat’s little sport car… Keat saw that and he open his window and was like “AAAAAHHHHHH~~~~~~!!!!!” and, drive the car away.. wat I saw after is… the asian girls pointed middle finger at keat..~! LOL~! and that asian gal actually look quite pretty as well.. but of course not after she pointed the finger at us.. hahahahahah

5th…
May sze was hungry when around 2-3 am.. So we went to Denny’s to get something to eat.. and.. we saw the asian guy who gave me and may sze hug.. he was eating with his fren over there as well.. and some thing more embrassed was.. all of them remember me and may sze and kept look at our table.. ^^

I’m not sure did I missed out anything…
These 5 of the highlight were the best for me ..
2010 Christmas, Was my BEST and SPECIAL Christmas ever in my life.
And I really hope, 2011 Christmas.. will be another fun time for me.. ^^

黑色冬至

今天心血来潮到马来西亚的中国报网站看看马来西亚发生了什么事。
一打开就看到封面写着《梁家冬至難團圓，無情火奪4命》。

冬至，本来就很应该是一家团圆吃汤圆的日子。
可是，这个家庭..却是“难团圆”.

不知道为什么，看完这篇新闻之后。本来很好的心情，却完全开心不起来了。

这场火灾发生在半夜2时50分。事情发生的时候，唯一的还生者也就是店主，他的儿子在楼下看电视。突然看到店的大门着火. 然后他就连忙叫醒他的爸爸，然后再一起叫醒其他的家人。可是由于火实在太大了，行动不方便的老母亲虽然被消防员救出来，不过却在送院途中丧命。而最发现到火灾的儿子，最后救得了爸爸，自己却来不及逃生，最后于妈妈和姐姐一起卧尸在浴室中。

不知道为什么，看完这篇新闻之后。原本很好的心情，都变得很沉重。我开始在想很多很多东西。为什么人的生命就是那么的脆弱？为什么在一个应该一家团圆的节日，却变成灾难呢？我看到报纸的时候，我觉得那个爸爸好可怜，在一夜之内，失去了母亲，太太，儿子，女儿…

以后，在他的生活中就必须一个人的生活下去。

还有两天就是圣诞节了，今年的圣诞节..对这个爸爸来说,绝对是很痛苦的一个日子。我在想，以后的每一年的冬至…这个爸爸会怎样过呢？想到这，我的眼睛都开始湿了…

所以说，我们真的要珍惜眼前人。
因为我们永远都不知道下一秒会发生什么事情在我们的身上。

每天嘻嘻哈哈的 到底在掩饰些什么?

你累了吧?

你每天嘻嘻哈哈的

到底在掩饰些什么?

是孤独?

是无奈?

是伤心?

还是害怕?

为什么你面对着自己在乎的东西

总是摆出一副可有可无的样子?

为什么总是说着些口是心非的话?

为什么知道那些都是在敷衍你

你却还屁颠屁颠向他讲诉着你的事迹

而他只是“哦”的应了你一声

你讨厌他的“哦”

讨厌别人的敷衍

讨厌等待

在等待的每分每秒里

时间走得那样慢

慢到恐惧…

你明明很在乎

却还要装作一副无所谓的样子

你明明很喜欢

却还要倔强的说讨厌

你明明很生气

却还要微笑着说没关系

你明明很害怕

却还要逞强着说无所谓…

你怕失去

怕被丢弃

怕一个人面对黑夜

怕孤独寂寞

怕失落…

每次失去一样东西一个朋友

你都会迷茫、不知所措

可你巧妙的用微笑掩饰了内心的恐惧、害怕…

你是为了自己那不低头的面子吗?

为了自己倔强的脾气吗?

还是为了显示自己的大度?

感觉到疲惫了吗?

你为什么不说心里话?

怕遭到拒绝?

怕被别人笑话?

怕让自己很难堪?

怕让自己再次沦陷吗?

为什么你连属于自己的幸福都争取不了?

为什么你眼睁睁看着别人一点一滴

从你手中夺走属于你的幸福

你还无动于衷?

是你不在乎吗?

那为什么当你看到自己手中正一点点消逝的幸福

你会偷偷躲在被子里抽泣…

为什么你只选择默默守望自己的幸福?

为什么自己在被别人弄伤之后

你还要顾及别人有没有被你弄伤?

知道这样的你有多傻吗?

为什么看到你的他一步一步离你远去

而你不挽留他?

难道你真的无所谓吗?

那为什么你看着他的背影

还会掉眼泪?

你说你希望他为你留下

而不是苦苦求他为你留下

明白他已不属于你

就算失去很痛

你也要放手…

为什么不哭出声?

为什么当你再次抬头的时候

又是一个微笑?

那个微笑满是泪痕

为什么你总是想要把自己伪装得严严实实

却还是感觉得到心痛?

你幻想要一份安全感

一份完完全全属于你的幸福

你不喜欢和别人争什么

别人是主动者

你却喜欢做被动者

你幻想着幸福来找你…

你傻傻的笑了

满足的笑…

你已经笑累了、该休息了

不要再天真的以为

别人会看透你微笑背后隐藏的悲伤

因为彼此只是过客

擦肩过后只是陌生人

仅此而已…

正如你也看不透别人

也不会为谁而改变自己

为谁做什么

请收起你的虚伪

捡起你的失落

放下现在的

City and Simone’s BBQ

Today went out had lunch with Keat. He was emo yesterday night because of his baby went back to her own country for few months. So, today he asked me to company him.. He went to get a hair cut before he came to pick me up from my house. I wasn’t realized at the beginning when i got on his car.. coz from the side, his hair seems “normal” for me..

And we just keep chat chat chat.. and he didn’t even turn his head face to me when he talked. Until the car stopped at the traffic light, he turn around his head to talk with me.. i was like @_@ WTF~! yup, i was SHOCKED.. coz he shaved half of his hair.. yup. i mean HALF~ you can clearly see a straight line on top of his head… i promised him i cant upload the photo on my blog or Facebook.. so, sorry.. no photo “ALLOW”.. haha..

but yeah, i was quite shocked that he cut this kind of hair, and also wore a long earring.. he looked punk.. haha.. he purposely wait until his baby went back to her own country, so he can do this kind of hairstyle.. coz his baby wont like it… we went to City to have lunch, when we walked around city.. every one were keep looked at us coz of his hair.. haha..

We went to a Japanese Restaurant opposite the bus stop that i usually catch the bus.. i like the environment, the lighting, and the food also not bad.. ^^

THEN…

We saw Desiree in city talked with three Malaysian. Three of them were Christian, they stopped Desiree to help them  for some survey things. When i saw Desiree, I went to say “hi” to her.. AND~ me and Keat got stopped by three of them. Two of them were from Sarawak, and one of them from Kuala Lumpur… is quite weird that we found some 3 Malaysian stopped us and to help them do some survey things…

one of the guy said Keat very 前卫 and asked him whether is Keat studied Bachelor of Art or not…yeah.. coz of Keat new hair style, the guy ask him this stupid question. When i listened this question, i cannot stop laughed..

any way, after that we went to Giapo to eat ice cream. This is what we both always do.. i mean me and keat.. when either of us feel not happy.. we will go to eat ice cream.. no matter what ice cream.. but, eat ice cream will make us happy and …. er…. High.. don’t know why… 

So is the same this time, the only things different was this time we have Desiree with us and talked stupid things and dodgy things.. haha taking photo.. and also busy “licking” ice cream… haha

After ice cream, we went to S & C walked around, then sent Desiree went home.. and Keat dropped me off at Flavia’s house. Flavia and me went to Simone’s house for BBQ. When i reach her house, she haven’t get ready yet.. so i just stayed in her room and talked with her, looked at her “shaved” her leg.. LOL straighten her hair,  put on make up.. She helped me to put on make up.. hehe.. she is the fastest person who done my make up like within 10 minutes~! and is quite nice as well.. hehe

any way, we went to Simone house after we all done. We walked there, and.. honestly. i felt sooo lucky i went there with Flavia.. because when we walked into Simone house, every one were only sat at there and just stared at each others. and there are only 2 workmates.  both of us felt sooo awkward. We sat close to each others, and just chat about our own topic.. hehe..until Hadi, Kinisi and the rest came..

we just stayed at there for around 1.5 hours.. then we walked to countdown to find Carol for fun.. and also……. PEE.. hehe.. we wanted to pee badly.. we couldn’t wait until we reach flavia house.. so we just went to staff room for pee and walked back to her house.. hehe… and wait my parent to pick me up from her house.. and… GO HOME~!

$hoppIng with Carol and Dong Mei

Went to shopping with Carol and Dong Mei at Albany Mall.
Met up with Carol and Dong Mei at Countdown,
then went Albany Mall by Dong Mei’s car.

Can’t remember how we talked, we ended up talked about D, and now Dong Mei knew about I like D.. I wasn’t planned to let her know about i liking D. Because some one told me before Dong Mei is a CNN in Countdown. But, yeah.. I think i can trust on her… Because she hate D’s girlfriend..

Dong Mei told me a lots bad things about D, and also D’s girlfriend. It was quite annoying in the beginning, because these days i tried really hard to move on not to think about him. And she kept talked about him..>.< any way, i knew she talked all of these are to make me move on and not liking him.. which .. kinda work on me.. ^^

 

Any way, is quite fun to shop with them.. even thou three of us have different of taste, different of level and also different of favorites style..both of them just same with May Sze, keep force me to wear girly girly cloths.. which i feel all of them look so yuck on me.. Only one which i feel quite “ok” in the photo.. haha. which my mum said i look.. WEIRD and AGUA.. 

It was so annoying that the whole Albany mall’s EFTPOS systems not working.. so we need to use cash to do our shopping…>.< lucky i brought some cash.. hehe.. otherwise will be annoyed to walk out and go to look for ATM and get some money to pay the things. any way, i didn’t bought much things others than 2 sandals and one Christmas tree necklace..

After shopping, we went to Malaysia Satay Restaurant for dinner. Three of us were very very hungry.. so.. we order quite lots of food… hehe..we order Chicken Satay, Curry puff, Nonya chicken, Wah Tan Hor and beef rendang.. ^^

 
Curry Puff

  
Beef Rendang

 
Roti Canai with Nonya Chicken –
3 keping for 15.50 NZ DOLLARS = around RM30. >.<

 
Satey Chicken

  
Wah Tan Hor ~

As i said before, the EFTPOS system not working in the Albany mall, so does the restaurant when they are in the same area…three of us finish all our cash for shopping.. and we don’t have any extra cash to pay for our dinner.. hehe~ So, Dong Mei and Carol went to look for ATM to get some cash.. and left me in the restaurant to continue finish all the food.. hehe ^^

after that, we just went home.. because the second day early morning, Carol need to go for interview, and Dong Mei going to work early the morning.. so yeah.. that all for the day.. ^^

With Keat in Wairau Park

Let see…
Went  to shopped with Keat at Wairau Park, he looking for 2 chairs. One is for in his lounge to sit on when he looking TV, and another one is for his desk. We went to so many furniture shop, but we couldn’t find any nice chair.. until the end we found a nice one which keat already saw it before on trade me. It is a gaming chair, which cost $249..>.< but, the chair is so cool ler… the speaker was great, and is so comfy.. i wasn't interested to get one at first, until when i sat on it in his house.. I~ WANT~ ONE~ NOW~!

After we bought the chair, we went to my workplace to see Flavia and Jacqueline dressed up as Santa helpers. That day was my workplace Xmas night club. Josh dressed up as Santa, and Flavia and Jacqueline were the Santa helpers.. hehe.. I’m not working that day, so I asked Keat brought me there to see them.. ^^ and Keat also bought some food or snack and Beer for himself. Simone was the one who served us, she asked for my ID and which I don’t have any.. ^^ Lucky she trust me, and let us go through.. haha..^^ otherwise will be damn.. embarrassing.btw, there is the photo of Flavia and Jacqueline.

After came back from Northcote, we went to a furniture shop which near to his house to buy a office chair.. That was a Chinese furniture shop, while we waiting the people bring us the chair keat bought from another store, we played around the furniture in the shop, all of the furniture soooo pretty.. >.< i felt like buying a house after shopped sooo many furniture shop today.. >.< oh ya~! I found something stupid but funny from this furniture shop. You know some shop will put a notice outside the store or shop and said that “no cash kept in this store “ something that kind of things?

Guess what i found?  Don’t you think is stupid???? NO WOMAN KEPT in this store????? hahahahahahahaha 

After that, Keat brought me to his house. This is the first time i went to his house… and…. i love the environment around his house!!!! opposite his house, there is a farm.. and have lots of sheep around… feel like countryside.. so quiet, so relax…..and his house is so clean and tidy… haiz.. compare to my house.. OMG~ feel so ashamed..

Today his sister invite me to their house for dinner, she was suppose to cook dinner, but she got something to do and couldn’t back home on time.. so we ended up went out eat..while waiting his sister finish do her things, I helped him to install the office chair.. and.. guess what.. we were high because of the chairs. Is not that hard to install the chair, but because of the quality. We couldn’t  find the “hole” to “screw” the chair.. and stupid keat keep talked about dodgy things, eg

“walao, you cant aim arh?” ,

“hurry up screw your hole lar..” ,

"walao, we screw until the hole also ruin already.. we screw too hard already lar..”

and more dodgy topic which i cant really remember anymore…all i can remembered was both of us so tired of “screw”.. haha.. there were 4 holes we need to screw the things to hold the chair.. but, because we couldn’t find the hole to screw the things in, we only screw 2 out of 4 holes.. >.<  so, that chair actually super not SAFE to sit on it.. especially me… big size ppl..hahahaha

After few hours, his sister finish did her things. So me, Keat and his sister met in a Chinese restaurant to have dinner together… man… his sister is not very pretty. but I like her style.. those business lady style and quite pretty. Some how, she gave me the feeling similar to Chui Ping.. may be because the way she talk? or her face? any way, his sister is a friendly person.. ^^

After dinner, we went back to his house and continue to “screw”.. lol~! after few hours, then only he sent me home… because i told my mum that i will be home around 11pm.. but i was late.. and my mum called me when we were almost reach my home.. my mum was like “where the hell are you and keat went to pak toh arh? so late still dont want to come back….blah blah blah….”

Because my phone speaker quite loud, so even thou i didnt turn on the speaker, but the person beside me still able to listen what is in the phone.. Keat heard my mum said me and him went to pak toh.. and he just straight away answer it “sorry lar.. i already have my m****e ler….”stupid.. ~

any way, my mum wasn’t really angry. coz she know i with keat. Some how, my mum trust on keat that he could “protect” me.. haha.. isn’t good thing? As long keat is with me if i go out at night time, my mum will let me go out at night time. As long i am safe and reach home on time as i promise.. ^^ yeah ~~~!!!