Disappointed

as i said before, one of my frens having some problem now.. and he is in very very bad mood at these days.. few days ago, i was stay awake coz of him coz i dont want to leave him alone.. and i stay online and keep chatting with him.. and jst “teman” him till he seems better that time..

i think, the way i treat him jst bit too much? i didnt mean in love side.. but,in fren side… i think i really care about this fren too much..am i really replace him on my others fren that already passed away? or i really do care about this fren? i dunno… any way… these days i always worry about him will doing something stupid and i try my best to find some time to chat with him.. keep try to asked him to meet with us…i’m know that feeling that he having now, that why i dont want to let him be alone and think of all the stupid things..

and….this fren always told me every things about him.. but ,today.. he seems like lie on me for some very very minor things.. i dont like ppl lie on me.. no matter wat.. especially those person that i really care with.. i know he was in bad mood, that why i didnt went to asked him to find out the answer.. i knew he try to hide something that happen today which he dont want to tell me.. i can sense it.. i mean i know him well.. or may be i didnt.. any way.. i knew something must be happened today.. that why on his facebook he got some updated that relate to his problem.. since he didnt want to tell me wat happen.. i couldnt help him anything.. or share with his problem of anythings…

any way…i am sleepy now.. and i got class at 8am tomolo.. and i got work until 8.30pm.. so tomolo will be my long day.. which mean i should be sleep now.. but, why am i couldnt really sleep coz of worry him??? and stay infront of my laptop and waiting for his reply?????