Aiyo…

Aiyo…dont want lar.. how come the feeling back again one? should i really stop talking with him?! after found out bad side of him and also he like some one esle.. my feeling already under control one mar.. how come today after know him in another side.. my feeling back again?!

i know is really hard to stop liking a person if you really like him.. even tho i am not that deep into him.. but, still.. i guess i just really more time lor.. or should i stop talking with him ler?! these days we chat almost everyday.. and i dont feel any things as well.. talked about world cup..talked about workmate.. and today talked about his interested… and i found out he just like the type of guy that i like.. except he is emo, smoke, never reply txt or msn, used to be a play boy.. etc..

but, i really like guy play instrutment.. very very much..and he showed me all the art things that he make.. yeah.. he showed me all the photo ..... man.. there are just sooo cute.. i really like it soo much.. i asked him made one for me.. but he change topic.. i asked him to give me one of my favourite.. he said everything that he made have his memory in it.. so.. yeah.. i think i am jealous of those “memory”  and i also curious what are these “memory” that let him made so many of the thing.. hmm…

i know.. he like another gal.. i should stop my feeling toward him.. but.. why am i jaelous on this kind of thing that i not even know what is about?! can i stop being fool?! New Zealand weather is getting colder and colder… but.. i really dont want my heart feeling cold as well……..