Time to moving on! i have to!

 

today, i was suppose to meet with some else.. but, he said he was sick.. and ended up not coming to meet for movie..

and i am so not happy about this thing happen.. if you smart enough, dont ask me who and why.

any way, coz of he not showing up. i was moody for the whole day.. haiz..

and.. again.. i thought of soo many useless things. when i dont even have to bother think of that when me and him is NOTHING at all. Dont ever asked me what i was thinking.. coz i didnt know as well..

any way, i had exam this morning from 9am to 11am.. and the exam was pretty easy for me.. is not as hard as i thought before.. i finish majority question like in 1 hour time.. and another 30 minutes to check the answer.. i hope i done well…

and when i finish exam, while on the way from AUT to AU, i received his txt that said he is sick so he decide not coming.. and he still ask me to be happy coz my exam is over.. WTH?!

so, me and him ended up not meeting AGAIN.. always something happen if we said we want to meet. SO~ FINE! i still walked up to AU to find may sze .. she was study in uni since 9am.. but not really after i came.. i used her laptop and go on facebook.. and had a little chat with my new “stalker” named JP, a guy who half filipino and half japanese.. and check out who stalk my page on facebook.. coz one of the gal actually stalk my page.. hmm.. i know.. gal stalk my page.. and she just went to tell my fren about what i been updated.. come on~! my fren know everything before she went to tell him.. dont you think she just gross?! me and her ex (my fren) wont have anything happen, just frens.. i wonder why is she soo worry that i will be her EX’s gf? any way, also talk about the guy wno not showed up today..and then Julie came..of course we ended up chatting again..

and, i chat with may sze brother named Charlie.. who currently in Canada? i think? i forgot where he stay.. any way.. is not in NZ LOL~ chat with him for some time about dodgy things.. lol.. i was high that time.. dunno why.. eventho i was depressed about what happened before..

in facebook, i have a application is horoscope forecast.. and it said what wil happen on me today..

omg..~ this is the first time ever.. almost 90% so real~! his last minutes txt, make me have to make some last minutes travel.. or not really but still last minutes things.. and i am not very happy about it..>_<

talked about this to keat, jin ling and may sze.. wells.. all of them just telling me the same things.. not really .. but keat and jin ling said the samething.. GIVE UP.

talked quite a long time with jin ling since she know nothing about my story.. so.. have to explain every single thing to her.. and listen to her suggestion…she told me quite lots of stuff that i couldnt really describe what of my feeling.. but after what she said.. i guess.. i know what is my answer..and i know i really need some time..and thanks to jin ling, i finnally know what is my problem.. ^^

and thanks to keat that willing to listen on my problem again and again for soooo many times and keep tried his best to cheer me up~

and also may sze..  apparently in NZ she is the only person who knows 99% of my things..she is the only person understand me the most in NZ.. she tried to gave me some of sugesstion to let me stop all of my stupid thinking..

thanks guys.. i really appreciate it…..