problems… come…again…

my problem.. came back…again…

for no reason, i miss him today…dont asked me why. i dunno. since this morning when i woke up, the first thing came in my mind.. is him. you know what was my respone? “WTF”… yeah.. i dont want to think about him any more.. i want to move on… i was alrite before… but why not now?

he is not worth for me to think about, he is not my type..i am very clear that he is not my type. then why am i still think of him now?! SHIT~ i dunno want to do ler…

friday i saw him…and i tried to ignore him…like what keat said.. try to ignore him, forget him..then moving on.. yeah.. i know i should do that… but.. is hard.. especially after see him..

i feel much better now when i saw him friday.. compare to before… before that, every time after saw him in work.. i will keep thinking of him… but these two weeks.. i dont have that much feeling already.. is this mean i starting moving on now?

haiz… i really dont like to having this kind of feeling.. i mean the feeling of liking a guy, and dunno what is the guy thinking.. he was the one who started, and now… NOTHING. this is really soooo annoying… and soooo confusing…. why would human need to have love’s life?

Keat, having his problem again.. and his problem is getting more complicated now.. and some others fren.. like have bf but liking another guy; have bf, but the bf treat her nothing nice; bf abuse her; breaking up with gf….. etc… haiz… stupid love life…

i dunno what to do for help them..all i can do is listen to their complaint.. i not beside them… i cant comfort  them… i really want to stay with them whenever they sad…  but i cant.. so sad…

any way, today is mother’s day.. didnt really celebrate today.. coz working till 4pm.. but we went our for dinner..i didnt buy anything for my mum this year.. coz i really dunno what to get her.. and if i buy something for her.. i believe that she will yelled at me and say i wasting money again.. haiz…

after dinner, went to ww buy things..saw tony, vishu and bing.. tony still tried talked with me whenver i walked passed him.. EXCEPT when i was with my family.. LOL.. Vishu totaly ignore me.. ^^ but bing…………omg… when he saw me walked in ww.. and he keep looked at me well.. i’m not the one saw it.. my parents did…the way he looked at me really… GROSS~haiz…i keep ignore him. and try not to talk with him…

and now.. my head feel soooooooooooooooo hurt now!!! what kind of bad day i had today haiz….. any way… i need to sleep.. i hope tomolo when i wake i will be better.. and wish all my frens as well…

nite~